Miscarriage.

I wasn't quite sure what to write. I actually wasn't quite sure if I wanted to post this at all.

I had a miscarriage.

Is there any less insensitive way to put it? My heart aches. My stomach hurts. My tears won't stop. But I know, without a doubt, that this happened for a reason. There was a lesson to be learned, and this isn't the end. Life has many ups and downs. You have to take the good with the bad, and embrace the best of it all. I am sad, I am disappointed, I feel an emptiness that no one and nothing could fill. But I am okay.

Don't feel sorry for me. This has opened my eyes at the very least, to many many things. One, my life is amazing. I have an amazing hubsnad who showed me an understated amount of love and support through this all. I have five amazing kids who make my world go round and bring me so much joy. The sadness will pass, the tears will dry, the pain will end. Life goes on.

We aren't trying  for another baby, however, we are not preventing one either. If God sees fit to bless us again, than I will be overjoyed!! But my life is amazing, and I don't take that for granted.